[While he's waiting for his brother to respond, Klaus says his good-byes to Kabal, makes a mental note to come back later, and lets Kabal know he's gonna, then stomps his way up to the Agricultural area. He's not exactly crying, but his eyes are burning and he keeps scrubbing his hands over them in case he starts, not sure if it's the slowly receding high or the fact he's so pissed at Diego.
By the time Diego replies, Klaus is sitting in the hydroponics room where he's been tending to his tiny baby pot plants for the past month or so, after he'd worked out how to get his hands on the seeds and figured out his way around the computer.
The first thing Diego says is 'thank you' and 'I'm sorry' and Klaus lets some of the tension drain out of himself. Doesn't reply until Diego has typed all his thoughts out. It's never been a good idea to interrupt Diego when he's trying to verbalize - better with text than speaking, but not by much. Diego's always had a hard time expressing himself, stutter or not. So he waits it out with his fingers pressed against his mouth, watching the words scroll by on the sat phone screen.
At first he's hurt, then he's angry, then he's relieved, and by the end of it he just feels exhausted and sad. Closing his eyes and tilting his head back, he rolls his words around in his head but can't make them line up in any way that makes sense.]
ya valid i kno im not exactly trustworthy i just guess i hoped mabye i earned a little the past few months u kno
think this mite be part of the detox process actually i always get depressed around this point i dont even kno wats wrong w/ me or wats upsetting me dont kno wat i want to happen or wat outcome is 1 i want
for diego;
[While he's waiting for his brother to respond, Klaus says his good-byes to Kabal, makes a mental note to come back later, and lets Kabal know he's gonna, then stomps his way up to the Agricultural area. He's not exactly crying, but his eyes are burning and he keeps scrubbing his hands over them in case he starts, not sure if it's the slowly receding high or the fact he's so pissed at Diego.
By the time Diego replies, Klaus is sitting in the hydroponics room where he's been tending to his tiny baby pot plants for the past month or so, after he'd worked out how to get his hands on the seeds and figured out his way around the computer.
The first thing Diego says is 'thank you' and 'I'm sorry' and Klaus lets some of the tension drain out of himself. Doesn't reply until Diego has typed all his thoughts out. It's never been a good idea to interrupt Diego when he's trying to verbalize - better with text than speaking, but not by much. Diego's always had a hard time expressing himself, stutter or not. So he waits it out with his fingers pressed against his mouth, watching the words scroll by on the sat phone screen.
At first he's hurt, then he's angry, then he's relieved, and by the end of it he just feels exhausted and sad. Closing his eyes and tilting his head back, he rolls his words around in his head but can't make them line up in any way that makes sense.]
ya
valid
i kno im not exactly trustworthy i just guess i hoped mabye i earned a little the past few months u kno
think this mite be part of the detox process
actually
i always get depressed around this point
i dont even kno wats wrong w/ me or wats upsetting me
dont kno wat i want to happen or wat outcome is 1 i want
diego compared to 'real bad'
numb feels great
i dont kno how to be ok